Silly season
In Spanish they have a phrase to describe crazy people..."como una cabra", as mad as a goat. And it just so happens that in cycling terms this is the time of the year when people go a little crazy, make mad decisions or lose their focus and become as mad as a goat. I'm talking from personal experience here because I've gone a little 'loco' myself in Autumn time. It can happen easily. There are a number of ways to lose sight of who you are. The easiest is food. Think about it... you have avoided the Rissoles or Taco chips from Christmas to September. You have denied yourself everything in order to climb hills like Sepp Kuss. By August your arms are so skinny you shop for T-shirts in the kids section of Penney's and your ribs are so visible that even a rampant, starving Grizzly bear would pass you by for lunch. Then along comes Autumn. Never mind that your DNA tells you to store for the Winter like your knuckle-dragging Neolithic ancestors. Never mind that...